Here's some words about words.

How do you move on when you don't want to move on?

How do you let go?

I wouldn't say I am obsessed with her just that she consumes my every waking thought and everything reminds me of her.

I feel like she is dead. Okay well the fact she tells me directly that the old person she was isgone completely sorta adds to that fire. Then I guess I am no longer in love with her. Just who she used to be. It's weird to think that someone can change like that.

Maybe I was never in love with her. She was most definitely never in love with me.  

So I am now at the point where it is no longer an attachment of her specifically but more just an obsession of being obsessed. Good now maybe in a year or two it'll be out of my system and something new will fall from the sky. 

The universe rewards patience..