What aren't you telling me? What fucking promise are you breaking right now? This reaction isn't from one day of not talking you dumb cunt, this is from three fucking days of ignoring me and then telling me I get mean. Well yeah now I am going to get angry. I can't possibly comprehend why you don't know how I feel. Shit This is such a bitch move. Heres your logic right now
Something big is happening in my life
Keith shows concern
I'll just ignore him and not say anything to him.
he's just sent me a message saying Hey he's overcrowding me I am going to ignore him.
It's a new day and he's sending me another message saying hi. oh he asked me about my new contract.
I think I should just ignore him.
He said hey again and asked why I am ignoring him. Why the fuck is he so pushy?
"Ana. I don't understand why you're not talking to me.
It is making me uncomfortable and nervous.
I think maybe I maybe overreacting or something but I can't tell anything because you're just flat out not saying anything.
So maybe you can at least tell me if there is something wrong and if at all possible tell me what is it is."
Why is he so pushy and mean?
"You are too pushy. And, you hurt my feelings."
"okay. sorry. Im just going to give you space
It's just.
Idk. im sorry ill just leave it at that."
Finally he'l leave me alone.
"alright"
"We can't talk tonight?
.. Can you explain how or like when im being pushy?"
Holy fuck really Keith? this is what I am talking about -rolls eyes-
"like that.
If I don't talk to you for a day you get so upset then angry then you start outbursting on me which makes me want to talk even less"
"But it's like things are good and then you post something about something big in your life and you dont tell me anything and then you ignore me."
-I dont know what is going on in her mind here-
I ignore you because you get mean
"Im not trying to get mean I am intentionally typing in a mean tone.
it;s really more pure nervousness then anything."
whatever. Don't try to play this off Keith.
"ok
well I don't mean to make you nervous but, its too much for me it causes me to shut down"
"I get that but the last thing you say is I'm sorry and then like I read about a fancy contract. and then nothing and then when you called and then more nothing and then a not now.
I don;t know if you know how much that like hurt.
I didnt hang up on you on purpose you know that right?"
yes I know
"Okay.
everything is good? your healthy and stuff? other then me are you happy?
and then I'll just give you space. right thats what you want just me to leave you alone for awhile?"
Just shut up already.
Im very happy.
" good, thats all I really care about.
I guess just talk to me whenever you're ready.
I'm sorry again."
Am I overacting? Probably. but this is just I dont how to handle this. This really seems unfair. iasnfadjfnffnadwjgn
Of course I'm going to explode you just left the fucking country without telling me.
stop fucking playing with my heart.
