I remember in the 9th grade during that period of shit, there was a football game. What made that game special was to be the pinnacle of it all. Oakley came up to us and said
"Keith stay after the game, Paige wants to talk to you."
Our heart dropped.
"About what?" easy first question, today I know Oakley knew. she didn't have the heart to tell us.
"i dunno just stick around after the game."
We were so excited, we thought this was it, we were going to drop the biggest apology ever, and she'd be our friend again and everything would be cool.
The game ends, I don't remember the score. What was it do you know? Oh wait, here comes Paige, its dark you really can't see her face, and to be honest her make up doesn't help out all. (Freshman girls, the worst bud start aiming higher). OH she's right on us say something now as fast as you fucking can just fucking spiel it out.
"You wanted to talk?" Oh you fucking idiot you did it now, your one chance to just say everything on your mind and you blew it.
She explodes on you. Someone had been telling her that you were talking shit. You defend yourself. She pretends to believe you, doesn't tell you who been spreading lies. It's not like she'd remember now.
That was the deepest cut ever. That always happens. Everytime you build up to something a girl will come and cut open your thoat.
Ana said about 21 minutes ago. That 5:01 our time 11:21 her time. Skype in a little.
that was after you told her I still love you. That was after you told her you cant sleep because of her.
She's going to leave. She'll probably wait till you pass out and then She'll forget that she ever said she was goingto skype you.
Never forget this lesson.
Break every fucking heart you can first.
And don't stop breaking hearts in Decemeber of 2011, becaus Paige will get you again.
and don't stop in that summer.
Your happiness is destined to only last 3 months. Take everything while you can.
Don't worry. You'll never live that advice.
also, buy better dice.
Fuck the world still
Keith.
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